Monday, May 2, 2011

HOLD YOUR BREATH

Today, things were going OK.

We packed lunches, we showered in appropriate order, I couldn't locate one danged phone charger, even though we own 5. Seriously, 5. But, you know, such is our household.

Organized chaos:



But then - BLAMO!&*$%!!?&@ SURPRISSSEEEE!:



And the seams started busting right and left. I actually CRIED at my DESK today and, well, that ish hasn't happened since like circa 2007 Evia.

Today is an emotional day. Lots of things are happening that threaten my sense of stability right now. Lots of things are happening that help prop me up and make a strong stand against them.

WEAK:
Me
My lack of ability to budget even a single damn nickle
Physical well being

STRONG:
Being a mom to IV
Loving Matty and being able to depend on someone other than myself for ONCEbecausei'mnotbitteraboutthatonebit.
Work

OK. So we're gonna be alright, aren't we? Just looking at this list makes me feel better. Deep breath and jump.

Because from what I see, we have one another. And isn't that what matters most?

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